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Briana.

This little sweet baby.
I love her, she cries a lot but shes really sweet and smart.
<3

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# Posté le samedi 23 mai 2009 16:01

It's what I thought about for the past 3 years.

I can't stop thinkin about how it would be if I ever did things differently in the past. Would It be better? Would it be worst? Would I be sittin here right now writin this? I think sometimes that Its best what happend in the past because thats what made me who I am today. Strong.. I've become a stronger person because of my mom, relationships and loosin friends close to me. I've learned how to stand on my own when no one was around to help me. When no one was around I'd cry to myself, talk to myself, because I had no one. About 2-3 years ago, thats what really went down hill. I got placed, got taken away from my friends, my family, and wasn't allowed to do anything, relationships got crushed. I almost killed myself, I remember.. Me just sittin there, all alone.. in my room.. at my forster parent's place.. way the fuck out of town, I'd be able to go outside and run into the woods and no one would hear me scream... No one. I thought to myself, maybe after the summer everything would turn out to be fine and okay.. Instead of doin what I was goin to do.. I tried runnin away. I got out. I got away. 3 weeks later I was back in that shit hole. I didn't know how to get out. I wanted my mom. Mom wasn't around. Mum wasn't there... I took off again... and ran away as far as I could.. But no matter where the fuck I went I was found... After that, just one person came to help me.. JUST 1... My cousin.. Not my mom, not my dad, not aunt, not my grandma.. my cousin. I wasn't really close to her.. but she took me in.. took me under her own wing and held me and showed me how it was to be in a real home. She showed me everything.. & NOW, today.. I understand.. That thats how it was suppose to be. Without her I wouldn't have made it thru anything...

Sometimes it sucks.. Some people are only there for the good moments and none of the bad ones.. But sometimes people are there for the bad moments and none of the good ones. My cousin was there for both.. My mom is around more now... But not really back then.
Now everything is fine.. Its Great. Because of one person. Because ONE person cared about me.

--by the way, I took that picture.

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# Posté le samedi 23 mai 2009 14:52

Jordie Dumont.

I have so much to say to you, and so much I wanna share with you that I can't because I get this block and can't find the bigger words just to say how much I love you. I did things for you, that no one would really do for anyone. I changed the way I think. You're such an awesome, chill, funny, sweet, smart person. You're perfect just the way you are and I wouldn't change it for anything in this world. Mon amour, je t'aime. <3

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# Posté le samedi 23 mai 2009 01:22

Tracy-Ann Morin

Aww. I tell her everything too.
She's my little sunshine d'amour.
She's always there for me.
She's smart and pretty.
DONT SAY YOUR NOT BECAUSE YOU ARE!!
inside and out!
I love you Trace. =D

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# Posté le samedi 23 mai 2009 01:12

Jimmy

Jimmy.
Omg, I've known him for a long time.
We had our ups and downs, but we're always there for each other.
FOR ANYTHING.
He's one of my bestest friends in the world.
I don't know what I'd do without him.
I tell him everything and happy he keeps it to himself.
I love you Jimbo.
Thanks for being my friend!
<3

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# Posté le samedi 23 mai 2009 01:06